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Current Episodes / Re: Episode 321
« on: May 27, 2011, 04:00:55 AM »
A hero who uses Guts behlit, like the weak jealous child/human he is :beast:  The kid still hasn't won me over.  :isidro: Wow, hes showing some pubescent bravery long delayed after months of training with the most badass swordsman to ever live against something that isn't human.

Regardless of my beliefs, it was a dope chapter and I CANNOT wait till the next one comes out. I would find it slighly humorous if the merrows everyone here speaks of never made an appearance, but if I was a betting man they are a key element to Guts's defeat of the sea god. However many chapters/months that may be away.

Shootin' the Breeze / Blogging & my first crack at it
« on: May 16, 2011, 11:26:01 PM »
So how many of you guys are bloggers? If so what sites do you use? post up links to your blogs in this thread!!

I recently started my first blog on wordpress. I spent a decent amount of time updating it last night with a bunch of news, info, and new songs from everyone at my label. If you guys have wordpress, add me and ill add you! also feel free to check out what I posted and leave some feedback. Mine is:

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: ADD/ADHD
« on: May 16, 2011, 01:51:03 AM »
So I went to a testing center for a larger specific test and I do have adult ADD, while its not "severe" since I've managed to "cope" with it very well my entire life. I went for a second opinion as for treatment options and she said that we should focus on taking care of other, more pressing issues (which catalyze the ADD). I feel much better about this plan and maybe after all is said and done I wont even need medicine to help. Although i wouldnt turn the option down if itd help.

thanks for the input friends!

Current Episodes / Re: Episode 320
« on: May 10, 2011, 03:38:39 AM »
Theres def. some influence, not a lot (minus now), I def have gotten a lovecraft-esq vibe from berserk before.

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: ADD/ ADHD
« on: May 10, 2011, 03:29:32 AM »
That makes a lot of sense dude. I'm waiting on a call back from a second office..  shits madness. i'm not sure if she john edwards'd me and took advantage of me being somewhat unstable at the moment, or if shes right. she ignored some of what i said and refused to give me sleeping medication (even though ive been on it for almost a decade and have been having a horrific bout of insomnia as of late) so it all kinda rubbed me oddly. Thanks!

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: ADD/ ADHD
« on: May 10, 2011, 02:58:35 AM »
I know what you mean. I know plenty of people with ADHD and if i have something...its nothing like that...  I kinda just wanted to talk to someone around my age (20s-30s) whose got only ADD  :isidro: and WoRD dude, its dope?!?

Nomad- What do you mean by "options or refferals"?  I'm aware of what the two are, just not what type she'd provide to me? Referrals for what? Options for different types of treatment options?

Shootin' the Breeze / ADD/ADHD
« on: May 10, 2011, 02:42:43 AM »
So like, long story short... I went to see a psychiatrist today and among other things she said I have a pretty severe case of ADD. This came from way out of left field, as I'm in my mid twenties and have been tested for that before as a child. I never really figured I fell into that category. I've been doing research and talking to people all day and unfortunately I am only more confused as to whats really going on... So, perhaps any of you who have been diagnosed with either affliction could help shed some light? Do any of you have it?

Site & Forum News / Re: SK is teh best Berserk forum
« on: April 28, 2011, 04:24:41 AM »
Not really something to brag about ... but, what need do you have for another Berserk forum anyway?
Oh, I find it quite humorous.

I was the straw that broke the camels back there, they didnt have such strict rules and people just talked shit about me...which made others talk shit about them, and then i got banned cuz i thought it was funny and one child of a mod had a problem with me personally for some reason. some good internets while it lasted

Theres no "need" to post at another berserk forum...berserk just owns my soul by being a member of one I can keep up to date with whats going on as well as some insightful peoples speculations as well as share my own if I have any. Its called enjoying teh internet. Ya dig?  :badbone:

Site & Forum News / Re: SK is teh best Berserk forum
« on: April 28, 2011, 02:11:41 AM »
You're only saying that because they're the only Berserk forum that hasn't banned you yet, you adorable little ragamuffin!

lol who are you? and thats a lie, ive been banned from 1 berserk forum "for the new year" by a herb who was on my nuts since day one. and i also still post there *muahah*

Don't you mean: Keep up teh good work guys!"?

Here you go.

I woulda never guessed that either.

Speculation Nation / Re: "Descent through hell"
« on: April 20, 2011, 05:49:17 AM »
Maybe im looking too hard. lol

Zodd the immortal- guy from disturbed

Current Episodes / Re: Episode 320
« on: April 20, 2011, 04:22:59 AM »
I think the bugs were just for effect, they will be nothing but a minor minor nuisance imo. Awesome post! Welcome riv!

2015  :rakshas: i simply cannot wait that long.

Speculation Nation / "Descent through hell"
« on: April 20, 2011, 04:13:33 AM »
I've been re-reading my physical copies lately (got em all post-facto, never opened many before) and noticed a few things that will probably develop into other relevant posts in the future...but one thing I noticed is that Guts's "descent through hell". I quote this because when he first dawns the armor in Vol26 at the witches house, the skull knight and zodd get into a conversation and zodd asks SK if he is going to have Guts "walk the same path as follow your footsteps down the path of hell".

That comment was always one that inspired curiosity as to how the SK became the SK as well as the Guts parallels and all that fun stuff... I didn't think it had any real relevance until today while rereading 319. Guts and Schierke are having a conversation as they enter the sea gods lair, Guts mentions it as the, "mouth of hell" and the "first level of hell" after she mentions the differences between it and the qilpoth.

So naturally...this leads me to wonder what exactly consitutes this "Hell" thats been acknowledged/alluded too by both apostles, SK, and now Guts. Is it a "level" of the astral realm?? Perhaps there are certain defining factors of this "hell" ?


Current Episodes / Re: Episode 319
« on: April 19, 2011, 05:34:17 AM »
We won't see a member of the God Hand inside that thing's stomach...but perhaps after he defeats it, we may not be let down after all!

Guts has referenced the mouth of hell or the first level of hell, on more than one occasion. It makes sense that along with this Sea God is an entrance to the astral realm..or hell...kinda like the aforementioned Qliphoth was.

Aww hell yeah. Guts is gunna go super crazy berserk killing a God Hand or trying to, while doing irreparable damage to his own body in the process. He has to fail. It will be epic.

Creation Station / Re: Berserk Porn contest!!!!
« on: April 18, 2011, 06:42:32 PM »
I have no artistic ability whatsoever but you guys inspired bustin out the MSPaint

Boy Hits Car finally came out with their 4th album and its all i can listen too.. simply amazing, they managed to recapture their old sound and still mesh in their newer more emo stuff.

Current Episodes / Re: Episode 319
« on: April 12, 2011, 10:15:21 PM »
You guys are all so obviously wrong..

The sea god is actually an automation & conglamorite of all the god hands. Its kind of like voltron. When Guts goes inside hes going to find them all in the sea gods dome piece operating its limbs manually through soft tissue manipulation.

Creation Station / Re: The art and musical stylings of deamonsonfire!
« on: April 12, 2011, 09:32:21 PM »
actually they just call me a nerdy bitch!

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: How was your day?
« on: April 12, 2011, 04:40:57 PM »
I kinda was going to post something similar to what you had stated but I decided not to at the time. I know things get crappy like that sometimes and having no job makes it even worse mentally because you have more free time to let all the bad thoughts enter. In my experience, over the past... maybe 6 months or so (not sure) I've gotten very bored of everything I do, lost all my real life friends (wasn't many), dated some girls and got completely ignored or got into the "friend zone",  and ultimately been by myself - with no one to talk too. No one to talk too or hang out with for months... is a really horrible feeling. It's also very painful to hate my job and can't wait to get home everyday.. then when I get home I'm so bored and not motivated.. I'd rather just be at work. The weekends are the worse, I try playing games, surfing the web, reading..etc.. but the whole time I'm so numb and bored of it.. I just keep doing it cause I can't think of anything else to do. Then finally the weekend is over and I've done nothing but waste time and didn't enjoy any minute of it and now I have to go to work and relive the pain again - rinse and repeat. Blah.. I'm even tearing up writing this.. sigh.. can't be helped I guess. Though, my escape to this site and community is no doubt treasured and enjoyable - it's just a different me outside the internet. (and yeah.. I know.. people all over the world are in MUCH worse situations..I know.. blah..blah).

... But like you mentioned working out helps out a great deal and also mentally. Taking vitamins seems to help me out at least. Someone mentioned taking vitamin b complex as a real good (over the counter) substitute for antidepressants that you normally have to get a prescription for. Maybe give that a try? Or at least research it. It seems to be helping me out a lot here recently and I'm feeling much better (and plan on fixing, friends, job, etc). But try to get a job as fast as you can and even fake being motivated for the interviews if you have too. That's a very important thing to do that you must do very quickly and it'll help you a lot - self-worth, money, etc. I hope things get better for you.

Ive been doin the 1000mg time released b vitamins ontop of my multis for like a month now actually. They def. help. Thanks for the kind words and advice.

Since that post things have only got more painful and harder as reality is setting in. Everyone seems to give the same advice though.
"Live one day at a time"
"Time will heal everything"

So...thats what i am trying to do. I just feel lost in general though.

Video Games / Re: What Are You Playing?
« on: April 07, 2011, 08:32:25 PM »

ive heard about it for so long i bit the bullet and picked it up. i enjoy how similar to FO it is, but at the same not sure how well im diggin the game yet.

Site & Forum News / SK is teh best Berserk forum
« on: April 07, 2011, 08:12:39 PM »
Not going to drop any names or anything... just wanted to say that this forum is by far the best berserk forum out there. 
 :ubik:   Keep up the good work guys!  :ubik:


Current Episodes / Re: Episode 319
« on: April 07, 2011, 08:10:39 PM »

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: How was your day?
« on: April 07, 2011, 08:03:55 PM »
Its day three since I've had my heart utterly destroyed and quit my job. I'd like to think i'm doing ok, but waking up today was shitty. The snapback into reality immediately made me overly emo, so I stayed in bed till 2pm contemplating the mysteries of life and what to do with myself. Then I got up and went to the gym. Now i'm back home laying in bed, debating on if I should have meaningless sex with over forward excoworkers order to try and distract myself from the gaping wound in my soul.

Shootin' the Breeze / Re: SK Net Pets
« on: April 07, 2011, 08:01:21 PM »
Thank you!! All of you guys have adorable pets too. I'm loving all these kitties

Video Games / Re: Attn: Fallout 3 & New Vegas fans
« on: April 07, 2011, 07:37:56 PM »
Thank all of you for the awesome feedback, your time, and your ears!! Much appreciated brethern! You guys gave me stuff to think about and really consider before finishing this badboy up.


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