Er, first time poster here. I have been a fan of Berserk since around 2000 when a friend lent me the anime, since then I've purchased all the Dark Horse translations up to date. To the meat of my issue, there is a specific song played on episode 12 of the anime where Casca tells Guts about her past, before she met Griffith. This song is not in the ost, I've been searching for information as to it's title for a couple years now with no luck, almost to the point of obssession. Does this song exist outside the anime? Can it perhaps be found on a particular Susumi Hirasawa cd? Or, am I sol?