As the title says, do you have dreams that repeat in your sleep over time?
Among others, I have three main recurring dreams:
1. I'm back in university and I have an upcoming exam I am not ready for. The subject changes from dream to dream; the most recent being chemistry. And I'm not ready for the exam each time. In fact, in all those dreams, I skipped the subject's lectures too, to top it off. Failing the exam means delaying my graduation, which is already overdue. I wake up with the utmost relief that I have, in fact, graduated and passed all my subjects
2. I'm packing my things to move to another place. My family moved around a lot during my life. I mean, a lot. I have lived in 3 continents in my life (North America, Europe, and Asia), and moved towns and schools and houses a lot in each of them. So in my dreams, I have an upcoming move and I'm packing stuff into my bags and the things I'm supposed to pack never end and I'm late in preparation. Again, I wake up with relief.
3. This one is more serious than the other two. Back in my early teens in 2004, I had a best friend I was super close to, like a brother. However, due to unfortunate circumstances and a misunderstanding, I had a massive falling out with the guy. The situation was awful. He sided with my middle-school bullies and I was basically verbally mobbed by a large group. We went our separate ways with mutual hatred afterward (sounds familiar doesn't it? I related quite strongly to this aspect of Berserk). It was awful and traumatizing - for the next 20 years I would dream about the guy from time to time. 20 years is a long time to hate someone, though, and it was choking me by the end. This April, I located the dude on Instagram and messaged him. We had an adult conversation and made peace. He didn't apologize per se (and I wasn't expecting him to), but we buried the hatchet, so to speak. I can't say it was joyful or anything. In fact, I felt like a deflated balloon afterward. But it's an issue in my life that's finally resolved and I feel much better. He occasionally pops up in my dreams nowadays, but in a mild context.
Among others, I have three main recurring dreams:
1. I'm back in university and I have an upcoming exam I am not ready for. The subject changes from dream to dream; the most recent being chemistry. And I'm not ready for the exam each time. In fact, in all those dreams, I skipped the subject's lectures too, to top it off. Failing the exam means delaying my graduation, which is already overdue. I wake up with the utmost relief that I have, in fact, graduated and passed all my subjects
2. I'm packing my things to move to another place. My family moved around a lot during my life. I mean, a lot. I have lived in 3 continents in my life (North America, Europe, and Asia), and moved towns and schools and houses a lot in each of them. So in my dreams, I have an upcoming move and I'm packing stuff into my bags and the things I'm supposed to pack never end and I'm late in preparation. Again, I wake up with relief.
3. This one is more serious than the other two. Back in my early teens in 2004, I had a best friend I was super close to, like a brother. However, due to unfortunate circumstances and a misunderstanding, I had a massive falling out with the guy. The situation was awful. He sided with my middle-school bullies and I was basically verbally mobbed by a large group. We went our separate ways with mutual hatred afterward (sounds familiar doesn't it? I related quite strongly to this aspect of Berserk). It was awful and traumatizing - for the next 20 years I would dream about the guy from time to time. 20 years is a long time to hate someone, though, and it was choking me by the end. This April, I located the dude on Instagram and messaged him. We had an adult conversation and made peace. He didn't apologize per se (and I wasn't expecting him to), but we buried the hatchet, so to speak. I can't say it was joyful or anything. In fact, I felt like a deflated balloon afterward. But it's an issue in my life that's finally resolved and I feel much better. He occasionally pops up in my dreams nowadays, but in a mild context.