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Thought in the night

"I am empty in this moment. Empty in mind and in soul. I feel nothing. I sense nothing. And I don't know what to write (I am a screenwriter). This emptiness is tearing me apart. But what if it's only a stage? A stage to arrive there, at that question, which I so long to ask you, even in places of death, just to ease this torment I've carried inside since that tragic night. Maybe this is... my Dream?"

A few days ago I was in a fatal car accident. Fortunately, I was saved and did not suffer any painful injuries.

But the most interesting thing, which also gave me strength, was that specific night....I was wearing a Berserk sweatshirt.

In a way, I felt that Miura-Sensei was close to me. He helped me and saved my life again.

I just got a copy of Young Animal, finally. I'm very happy ^^.

Today, I'm bit better. Furthermore, it just arrived me a cover and t-shirt that I had made like thanks for Miura. If you want, I can post a photo.

I still can’t be in a good mood. I still think about what I will do from now on without Berserk, without checking this forum if a new chapter will come out or not. After 11 years, a page of my life has ended, the most important one so far. How much Miura taught me with the Guts' story!