Well
damn. That's enough of a reason to post for the first time in, like, 10 years.
Sometimes art reflects life maybe a little more closely than you're prepared for! I helped to care for someone from when they were born up through childhood, was separated for years and years, and didn't see her again until she was in her 20s. Meeting her again was painful and frightening and amazing - a person who was always a child in my mind was, in an instant, an adult...who talks and has opinions and a whole life of experiences they you knowing almost nothing about. That gap, and the bridge over it, is exactly what Farnese is looking at right now. Even if Casca felt like she was asleep or dreaming, she was always "Casca" to herself in some sense. But for Farnese - just a day earlier, she held Casca's hand to lead her, she protected her, she helped feed her; even while in Casca's mindscape, she still held and shielded that little piece of Casca. But in the blink of an eye, Casca doesn't need her anymore...not in the same way. Farnese's still never really had a healthy relationship with an equal; she's Shierke's student, she's desperate to prove herself to Guts, she and Serpico...well...that's super weird and complicated. I can only imagine that it's going to be very hard for her to really understand that Casca doesn't have to need her to accept her.
I've always liked Farnese through all her changes and growth, but even though it was inevitable in a sense, I'm still surprised that she's become the character here that I can personally relate to. Putting aside all the torturing and burning.
Or maybe that's all projection and it'll all be so much simpler than what's going to be happening with Casca and Guts that spending too much time on it will just detract. In any case, Casca's going to go through hell having to make her worst memories part of herself now that she has no choice, and I doubt that Guts will be able to handle that all by himself; he's part of that hell, even though it's not his fault. So even if Casca doesn't
need Farnese, she's probably going to desperately need a friend.
I really love this manga.